Where do I even begin? Let's begin with peace. What is peace and why can't I find it? That's the real question. Or how about a passion that's been on hold because of the time consuming way of life. And when is it a good time to pursue your passion? And how can you still be committed to God? All these questions that have been filled in my heart the past couple of months have been answered through the many prayers that have lead me closer and closer to God. So what is peace and why can't maybe you find it? Peace is what restores your confidence and joy. It's what aides the soul, and what makes you realize that you may not be having a great day, but you are still beyond blessed. When I'm at my lowest, God is always at his highest. I may not be able to find the joy that I want when I'm down but when God is an everyday part of my life, he reminds me why I should be thankful and why life is so beautiful. When it comes to your passion, don't hold back. Do what you want to do in life... Of course with God's approval. Once you find your true purpose in life you'll realize that whatever God or the devil for that matter throw something at you, you'll be prepared for any measure. God is so amazing, he works in so many different ways and he always leaves me astounded. Being committed to God isn't always easy either. The funniest moments are when God proves my point wrong. It's like he secretly says, "Ha. Told you so!" and of course being the crazy teenager that I am I forget that God knows every aspect of my life. He knew the day I was going to be born before my mom was even pregnant and he knows the day that I'm going to return back to him. As gnarly as that sounds I know that right now things won't make complete sense but the real importance of all this is to trust God with your life. I was honestly scared this week because of many decisions that I made that I wasn't personally proud of. I knew in my heart what God was saying but I chose to ignore it. I think that's what is so crazy about life... we have so many choices and it is a really big responsibility and as amazing as life is we will go through hard days... In the end though it won't matter if you were the most popular, the prettiest, or even the coolest. The only thing that will matter is if in the end you regret, or embrace the chances that you did or did not take. I hope you all have an amazing rest of the week and always remember if you need anyone, I'm here for you!
Lots of Love always,
Mikaela
Lots of Love always,
Mikaela