Hello December 2020!
Oh how it's been seriously forever since I've even logged onto weebly and/or even have written a blog post lol. Today, I think I was inspired to write because I'm at that break between school and life and there are a lot of new expectations from me. Not only are there expectations that I have of myself but of how I want to pursue the rest of this year. Actually, I haven't been writing or on this website for so long that my maiden name is still here and my picture hasn't been updated either... so I will do that literally after I post this. I felt like writing here today, despite the fact that it may not be super inspirational, because I'm at the point of my life where I'm still a tiny bit unsure of how everything will end up. This makes me anxious for sure. Last year, I made a tumblr, for my future babies. I started writing a lot about what I wanted to be for them and my thoughts. Now, even more than ever, I want to continue to grow for them. In all honesty, I've gained weight, we've moved, and there have been SO many life transitions. It's kinda tiring and scary. I've never lived outside of California for more than I think a week so.. It's weird. Anyway, haha here we are, my husband and I, in this new place and I think that my old anxieties are creeping up. Meh. It's just no fun. I wish it was that I could be 'stronger' or a 'better person' but sometimes I just have to embrace the fact that these thoughts are not real. Tis' a process. I think I'm writing this too today to emphasize the fact that I'm a beautiful person who's made it super far. There have been a lot of scary thoughts and things that I feel have happened to me but ultimately, I'm SO super blessed. This new place that we are in is GORGEOUS LOL and bougie you know what i'm saying! I'm trying to really think about how we can fill it up with things that will make us more holy. I say holy because my perception of God is that he is complex, beautiful and wholesome. He fulfills needs and he's living in every part of our world through and in things that are clearly evidence of the life he gives. OK so the reason I titled this blog post plant choices is because I'm trying to fill our place up with plants you guys! I want it to be filled with boho stuff which gives you this sense of connection back to earth! HEHE. Okay, okay. Well, I will be back eventually but for now, adios, adieu, and aloha! I love you all!
Oh how it's been seriously forever since I've even logged onto weebly and/or even have written a blog post lol. Today, I think I was inspired to write because I'm at that break between school and life and there are a lot of new expectations from me. Not only are there expectations that I have of myself but of how I want to pursue the rest of this year. Actually, I haven't been writing or on this website for so long that my maiden name is still here and my picture hasn't been updated either... so I will do that literally after I post this. I felt like writing here today, despite the fact that it may not be super inspirational, because I'm at the point of my life where I'm still a tiny bit unsure of how everything will end up. This makes me anxious for sure. Last year, I made a tumblr, for my future babies. I started writing a lot about what I wanted to be for them and my thoughts. Now, even more than ever, I want to continue to grow for them. In all honesty, I've gained weight, we've moved, and there have been SO many life transitions. It's kinda tiring and scary. I've never lived outside of California for more than I think a week so.. It's weird. Anyway, haha here we are, my husband and I, in this new place and I think that my old anxieties are creeping up. Meh. It's just no fun. I wish it was that I could be 'stronger' or a 'better person' but sometimes I just have to embrace the fact that these thoughts are not real. Tis' a process. I think I'm writing this too today to emphasize the fact that I'm a beautiful person who's made it super far. There have been a lot of scary thoughts and things that I feel have happened to me but ultimately, I'm SO super blessed. This new place that we are in is GORGEOUS LOL and bougie you know what i'm saying! I'm trying to really think about how we can fill it up with things that will make us more holy. I say holy because my perception of God is that he is complex, beautiful and wholesome. He fulfills needs and he's living in every part of our world through and in things that are clearly evidence of the life he gives. OK so the reason I titled this blog post plant choices is because I'm trying to fill our place up with plants you guys! I want it to be filled with boho stuff which gives you this sense of connection back to earth! HEHE. Okay, okay. Well, I will be back eventually but for now, adios, adieu, and aloha! I love you all!